Daisy // Rose Lalonde (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
threadspinner) wrote2012-09-20 08:14 pm
threadspinner) wrote2012-09-20 08:14 pm
Memory 15 // Significant Negative
Memory; So you're saying I should ask if the gods are evil? (Seer: Ask.)
Gained; Day 177, Heart Games.
Form Of; Perfectly sculpted miniature sugar rose, peridot-colored. [non-shareable]
( Potential warning for mindrape. Yes. )
What It Is; Half of a Pesterlog and a gif page. (here to here.)
Hello ladies.
GG: aaaaaaa whaaaaat?????
TT: This is a private conversation.
TT: Private even to those who know it word for word already.
Proceed.
I will be here.
Watching.
GG: rose who is this!
TT: Ignore him.
GG: i dont even know whats going on anymore
You were discussing Ms. Lalonde's intrepid new variation on suicide.
As one with a passion for the subject, I'm intrigued.
TT: Shh.
TT: Anyway, if it's true the gods have "selected" me for service, maybe the power they've given me will be sufficient.
TT: Maybe they wanted me to kill him all along.
Hee hee.
GG: SHHHHHHHHHH!
GG: please dont rose, i know you are angry but you arent thinking straight
TT: But I am.
TT: I'm fully aware I'll probably die and fail. Scratch happens, we start fresh. No recollection, no problem.
GG: nooo :(
Jade, as an ambassador of Skaia, maybe you'd be willing to talk some sense into your friend?
You should understand she's been corrupted by various entities with some rather questionable motives.
GG: rose, maybe white text guy is right?
GG: the dark gods gave you all these powers, and seem to be helping us with dream bubbles and stuff...
GG: but what if they are not actually good?
TT: They are enormous, ugly, and live in darkness.
TT: That doesn't necessarily make them bad.
GG: no...
GG: but i still dont trust them!
If only there were a way to make this determination with certainty.
Through a reliable source within reach, for instance, at this exact moment. Perhaps one that is spherical, and devastatingly handsome.
GG: whats this weirdo talking about!
TT: The cue ball.
GG: oh yeah
GG: i noticed you found it!
GG: i was worried it had been destroyed when my room blew up
GG: is he saying you can use it?
TT: Yes. And he is right.
GG: omg
GG: does it work???
TT: It advised me to talk to you just now.
TT: So I guess so.
GG: then maybe you should try it!
Yes, Rose. Listen to Jade.
She is far less manipulative than I.
TT: What are you suggesting I ask it?
GG: well
GG: since we dont know much about the gods...
GG: why dont you ask it about them?
TT: So, you're saying I should ask it if the gods are evil?
GG: i guess that is a way to put it
Even though at this point neither of you is highlighting my text to read it, this idea gets my vote.
Go ahead.
Ask, Seer.
Unfortunately because of the specifications of Adobe Flash Player, you must GO TO THE PAGE to view the flash. I ask that you please, please do, especially if you have major CR with Rose, because it has a big play in how she views things from this part of the story forward -- and subsequently, in the memories that I will be unlocking with more alacrity.
What she Learned;
+ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
+ She's upset for some reason. Her plan isn't working.
+ This is suicide. She is going to kill herself.
+ Like seriously this is even stated. She's not even trying to hold on to her sense of self-preservation at this point; everything she once held dear has flown out the window for some reason. And oh look, creepy white text man is back.
+ SHE CAN SEE THROUGH SOLID OBJECTS. How cool! How nifty!
+ Her friend is telling her to be careful and she doesn't listen; not listening seems like a big theme in her life. A really, really big theme.
+ she
+ oh god
+ Well yeah that's about all I have to say on that. That. Mindrape.
Effects;
• Something to keep in mind is that Rose now has full knowledge to the inner workings of the Horrorterrors -- and will probably have really bad dreams and waking visions and talk to herself and just be really ornery. The Horrorterrors are not nice; they are the emissaries of the darkness, and while they might not necessarily be bad, they had no qualms in completely taking over a little girl's body and manipulating her extreme hurt and pain in order to get her to do what they wanted her to do.
• You know Rose's love of darkness? Maaaaybe not so much any more.
• Also will probably feel more trepidation in talking about Jade! Jade doesn't play a big role in this memory, but Rose is very obviously resentful of her advice, and apologizing to her would mean she has to...admit that she was wrong...
• Still thinks Doc Scratch is dumb. :|
• +100 self-hatred Rose y.
• HOWEVER not as much self-hatred as before because she knows that she pulls through this, as she has later memories that don't match up with her fabricated timeline of her life yet. So she will hide it well.
Gained; Day 177, Heart Games.
Form Of; Perfectly sculpted miniature sugar rose, peridot-colored. [non-shareable]
( Potential warning for mindrape. Yes. )
What It Is; Half of a Pesterlog and a gif page. (here to here.)
Hello ladies.
GG: aaaaaaa whaaaaat?????
TT: This is a private conversation.
TT: Private even to those who know it word for word already.
Proceed.
I will be here.
Watching.
GG: rose who is this!
TT: Ignore him.
GG: i dont even know whats going on anymore
You were discussing Ms. Lalonde's intrepid new variation on suicide.
As one with a passion for the subject, I'm intrigued.
TT: Shh.
TT: Anyway, if it's true the gods have "selected" me for service, maybe the power they've given me will be sufficient.
TT: Maybe they wanted me to kill him all along.
Hee hee.
GG: SHHHHHHHHHH!
GG: please dont rose, i know you are angry but you arent thinking straight
TT: But I am.
TT: I'm fully aware I'll probably die and fail. Scratch happens, we start fresh. No recollection, no problem.
GG: nooo :(
Jade, as an ambassador of Skaia, maybe you'd be willing to talk some sense into your friend?
You should understand she's been corrupted by various entities with some rather questionable motives.
GG: rose, maybe white text guy is right?
GG: the dark gods gave you all these powers, and seem to be helping us with dream bubbles and stuff...
GG: but what if they are not actually good?
TT: They are enormous, ugly, and live in darkness.
TT: That doesn't necessarily make them bad.
GG: no...
GG: but i still dont trust them!
If only there were a way to make this determination with certainty.
Through a reliable source within reach, for instance, at this exact moment. Perhaps one that is spherical, and devastatingly handsome.
GG: whats this weirdo talking about!
TT: The cue ball.
GG: oh yeah
GG: i noticed you found it!
GG: i was worried it had been destroyed when my room blew up
GG: is he saying you can use it?
TT: Yes. And he is right.
GG: omg
GG: does it work???
TT: It advised me to talk to you just now.
TT: So I guess so.
GG: then maybe you should try it!
Yes, Rose. Listen to Jade.
She is far less manipulative than I.
TT: What are you suggesting I ask it?
GG: well
GG: since we dont know much about the gods...
GG: why dont you ask it about them?
TT: So, you're saying I should ask it if the gods are evil?
GG: i guess that is a way to put it
Even though at this point neither of you is highlighting my text to read it, this idea gets my vote.
Go ahead.
Ask, Seer.
Unfortunately because of the specifications of Adobe Flash Player, you must GO TO THE PAGE to view the flash. I ask that you please, please do, especially if you have major CR with Rose, because it has a big play in how she views things from this part of the story forward -- and subsequently, in the memories that I will be unlocking with more alacrity.
What she Learned;
+ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
+ She's upset for some reason. Her plan isn't working.
+ This is suicide. She is going to kill herself.
+ Like seriously this is even stated. She's not even trying to hold on to her sense of self-preservation at this point; everything she once held dear has flown out the window for some reason. And oh look, creepy white text man is back.
+ SHE CAN SEE THROUGH SOLID OBJECTS. How cool! How nifty!
+ Her friend is telling her to be careful and she doesn't listen; not listening seems like a big theme in her life. A really, really big theme.
+ she
+ oh god
+ Well yeah that's about all I have to say on that. That. Mindrape.
Effects;
• Something to keep in mind is that Rose now has full knowledge to the inner workings of the Horrorterrors -- and will probably have really bad dreams and waking visions and talk to herself and just be really ornery. The Horrorterrors are not nice; they are the emissaries of the darkness, and while they might not necessarily be bad, they had no qualms in completely taking over a little girl's body and manipulating her extreme hurt and pain in order to get her to do what they wanted her to do.
• You know Rose's love of darkness? Maaaaybe not so much any more.
• Also will probably feel more trepidation in talking about Jade! Jade doesn't play a big role in this memory, but Rose is very obviously resentful of her advice, and apologizing to her would mean she has to...admit that she was wrong...
• Still thinks Doc Scratch is dumb. :|
• +100 self-hatred Rose y.
• HOWEVER not as much self-hatred as before because she knows that she pulls through this, as she has later memories that don't match up with her fabricated timeline of her life yet. So she will hide it well.